Dreading This Ladies Party..

I had to spell for a enactment successful my assemblage and the hostess is successful Instagram and she makes reels.We were made to bash immoderate poses and dances and aboriginal connected she shared connected insta.I was precise uncomfortable doing each that and the movements positive I was faking laughters arsenic though I was enjoying it and the enactment besides went connected for hours ..the infinitesimal I got backmost home..I ran to my furniture and fto retired a sigh!

Two days aboriginal the pics were shared and immoderate connected insta.The different ladies were excited and they present privation to conscionable up often..

I started to panic.I did not bask this enactment astatine each and the vibe was precise different.I americium usually polite to them and each seemed bully until it looked antithetic and felt antithetic successful person.Even the topics of conversations successful that enactment was precise ..about brands and kids and different parties etc..

Yea I bash privation friends possibly but I usually similar 1 oregon 2 who besides respects boundaries and conscionable relaxed..casual drawback up etc..

I americium not definite if I privation to beryllium a portion of the radical and bash each these insta reels..I utilized to bask and adjacent envy women who bash each these things arsenic it looked bully successful societal media but I truly didn’t bask a bit..I don’t cognize if this is simply a mean feeling..

since americium a portion of this assemblage ..how bash I refuse? My gal is friends with their gals..They are readying a conscionable up again adjacent week and I dread it..

Do u guys bask doing these reels and being successful a enactment for hours together..this 1 for maine went connected from 3 p.m. until 1 am..